My Family

I love you all so very much. This blog was designed for restoration and healing. There have been somethings that many of you are having a hard time understanding, dealing with or wanting to deal with. This blog has confirmed many of my fears and my hurts. Communication. See there has been a major breakdown. It amazes me, how we still allow this to take place. I know this is painful for many of us to address, just for a moment think about what the others maybe feeling or how I had to deal with and have to deal with these things. I will not be whole until I am completely healed from my past. I am not healed folks, I still struggle with my past everyday in some sort of way. I am under constant attack from the enemy, he does not want me doing this blog. He does not want to see our family restored. Lord, knows he does not want to see families restore at all. Think just for a moment if he can destroy the family what comes next? The church.
I will state somethings that are hard for us to deal with, divided we fall united we stand.

Just for a moment think of how many family members you don't talk to, or haven't talked to and you have absolutely no idea why. You love them but you haven't. Are we to continue to be bound?

I love my Mom and Dad. Not in the past tense....I love them now!!!! Right Now!!!! Have I forgiven them? I don't know. Some days I do, Some days I don't. Got to be real, for a minute. Please don't give me the addiction thing. Nothing anyone can tell me about heroin, not one thing about addiction.

My parents have left a legacy full of questions. The answers are out there. Do you want them?

I would love for everyone to respond to this blog, Lord knows I would. Ask question, state your concerns. Put your fears, your worries. your wants, your past, your today, and your tomorrow out there. Of you don't or you won't just receive this for what it is, necessary. I love you all continue to pray for me as I pray for you.